The Loner Who Seeks True Connections: Warm Heart, Obsidian Walls

I connected with a new friend tonight. My colleague and close friend brought over a really cool fellow transsexual who made me feel seen and understood. After isolating myself a bit and closing myself off from the world as a means of protection and reevaluation, this impacted me deeply and has caused me to open up again and seek out new adventures and connections. I love serendipitymaxxing!!! I won’t be fearful of taking up space and putting myself out there. I have learned so much from spending time with myself for a bit and stepping out into the streets again. This little bout was a test run to see how the more evolved version of me navigates and shows up in the world. I embodied a confident, fearless, charismatic, seductive idol. Yumeko Jabami, GoGo Yubari, and Yuki Yubari were some of my muses when it came to these personas I adopted and integrated.

I’m lowkey so ready to have my alone time when he leaves, but I love him so much and he’s brought joy and stability to my life! The new transsexual friend I met seems ,like such a joyful kindred spirit and I am excited to party with her at some nightclubs and explore the world together. I am ready to make close girl friends. I have no expectations. I have no attachments. I am just here to experience and spread love.~ (✿˵•́ ૩•̀˵)৴♡*